Feb 4, 0000



When my gran
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.

When my grandson came to live with me, I told him he had to keep a
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.




Weíre back in Bedford for awhile.

Last night when it was Hannahís turn to say grace, she started doing weird things with her mouth.
She got stuck on amen and
your hand to your throat except she h

Mom said we had to go to the emergency room. I got the car keys from grandpa and then I carried
Hannah out to the car. She was freaking out, even if she couldnít talk. I cou
me. Mom got in the back seat with her and I drove us to Bedford to the emergency room.

They did an exam and when they took her shoes off her foot was all red an
crying. They told us H
we didnít they asked us for an admittance deposit so I called grandpa and he said he had the $100.
If he hadnít I would have robbed the fucking gas station I swear to god.

I drove back to the farm and th
was lying on the emergency room bed except she was arched up like she was doing a backbend
and her face was a
only thing touching the bed was her head and her heels. She was looking at me. She was crying. I
couldnít do anything.

The nurse said that we couldnít b
punch something but I didnít want to upset mom so I walked down the hallway to the dri
fountain and took a big long drink of water. Grandpa came up and hugged me and that really
freaked me out be
was going to happen.

On the TV this teacher in Ohi


Weíre back in Bedford for awhile.

Last night when it was Hannahís turn to say grace, she started doing weird things with her mouth.
She got stuck on amen and her mouth froze. Then she made the sign for choking, where you hold
your hand to your throat except she hadnít swallowed anything.

Mom said we had to go to the emergency room. I got the car keys from grandpa and then I carried
Hannah out to the car. She was freaking out, even if she couldnít talk. I could see her looking at
me. Mom got in the back seat with her and I drove us to Bedford to the emergency room.

They did an exam and when they took her shoes off her foot was all red and puffy. Mom started
crying. They told us Hannah has tetanus. They asked us if we have insurance and when mom said
we didnít they asked us for an admittance deposit so I called grandpa and he said he had the $100.
If he hadnít I would have robbed the fucking gas station I swear to god.

I drove back to the farm and then he drove us back to the hospital. When we got there Hannah
was lying on the emergency room bed except she was arched up like she was doing a backbend
and her face was all scrunched up, her mouth was open like she was screaming without sound, the
only thing touching the bed was her head and her heels. She was looking at me. She was crying. I
couldnít do anything.

The nurse said that we couldnít be back there and they hustled us out. I felt sick and I wanted to
punch something but I didnít want to upset mom so I walked down the hallway to the drinking
fountain and took a big long drink of water. Grandpa came up and hugged me and that really
freaked me out because the old bastard never even liked me. Then I knew that something terrible
was going to happen.

On the TV this teacher in Ohio said she saw the Hand of God.


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