Feb 10, 0000



When my gran
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.

When my grandson came to live with me, I told him he had to keep a
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.




I passed the GED. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Itís hard to rem
studied at grandpaís. I
I canít even remember what it felt like to feel that way. Itís a different person. Iím glad Iím not so
pissed all the time now, but I kind of miss that I felt smarter or something. I guess Hannahís death
has really t

Mom got a job at a dry cleaner so weíre staying in Bedford. Grandpa asked me if I wanted to stay
with him. I said no. Things are a lot easier here in Bedford than they were i
called me a zombie. He went into this big
he thought I wasnít a sheep but he was wrong.

After awhile I just tuned him out.


I passed the GED. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Itís hard to remember stuff I
studied at grandpaís. Itís like that stuff happened to someone else. I read some of what I wrote and
I canít even remember what it felt like to feel that way. Itís a different person. Iím glad Iím not so
pissed all the time now, but I kind of miss that I felt smarter or something. I guess Hannahís death
has really taken it out of me.

Mom got a job at a dry cleaner so weíre staying in Bedford. Grandpa asked me if I wanted to stay
with him. I said no. Things are a lot easier here in Bedford than they were in the country. Grandpa
called me a zombie. He went into this big tirade about how the American people are all sheep and
he thought I wasnít a sheep but he was wrong.

After awhile I just tuned him out.


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